it's just that i haven't felt not-invincible in the last coupla years until like a few hours ago.
what if i got killed before i made it to israel? i never really thought or cared about this stuff but suddenly, i realized, i'm actually fulfilling something i chose to commit to, and if i didn't make it, i'd have lived unrealized and that would just be so sad.
bagels.green and white street signs.skyscrapers.brook-len.hip hop.bodegas.beastie boys.christmas.catholic school uniforms.new jersey turnpike.window shopping.labor day.snowstorms.
window lights are city stars that have led me here - awaystars that carry, stars that mend; city stars never sway.i peer across city stars; behold the city of Roamthrough car windows i see stars; above green stars pointing home.these stars are where my trust was born; these stars will carry throughbut soon the stars... Continue Reading →
as i was walking towards the post office, for a split second i felt like i was in israel - it smelled right, it looked right, it felt right- you know what i mean? and then i walked inside, and the line was out the door, and it just made me smile cuz i felt... Continue Reading →
the only two things a person can control are: 1. their own actions 2. their own reactions“fate” “destiny” “god” = words that take responsibility off of a person and thus make the person think s/he is not responsible for his/her own actions and reactions and life...drama: when people try to control anything else besides 1.... Continue Reading →
rachel: i have a secretliz: surerachel: before i fall asleep at night i cry to myself in my bedliz: why hun?rachel: bec i think about you leaving...what have i done here?