7:50 Find out about the breaking news from a friend on Whatsapp
8:05 Make sure to give huz and kid #3 a solid goodbye
8:10 Have sinking feeling about letting your kids go for the day
9:45 Pick up kid #2 for speech therapy, feel excited because it’s bonus kid time
10:45 Drop kid #2 off at gan again, sneak a tighter hug in before they open gate
12:20 Find out one of the men killed is your former workmate’s father
12:20-13:30 Wonder how to get through the day while waiting for funeral details
14:20 Get in your ride to the funeral
15:00-15:50 Congregate with other former colleagues, lament the day
15:50-16:50 Tehillim, eulogies, tears, cries, thoughts
17:00 Back to the office
19:40 Arrive home, kids #1 and #2 still awake in your bed, excited to see you
19:50 Cuddles, good nights, tuckings-in
20:00 Kid #1 is still asking questions, making comments, engaging you in conversation, tracing your glasses, wondering aloud, asking for you to stay and answer, pulling you in for a hug, caressing your face,
because he knows, he just knows.
Whadya got: